Well it's been a week and boy has it been stressful. Woke up and weighed myself. Not too much of a drastic change but I'm started to see a little. I just need to work a bit harder. Pretty much all I've done is clean which I'm happy about but I know its just gonna get dirty again this weekend. Overall I'm doing very good with managing my feelings and trying not to think about him being gone all the time.
We are still needing to manage making time. And I gotta say it's one of the hardest things I've done, at least in this relationship. He's very forgetful which can be disheartening at times. Sucks I gotta work at 3 am tonight. At least I have all day tomorrow and Sunday off. Which really just means I have time to do the laundry I didnt do today. I mean I could do it now, but after 4 hours of housework I'm pretty much done and over cleaning at the moment.
You know I like the conversations I have with the bf but sometimes I just really don' like the joikes. I dont know why but I seem to take them a lot more personal. It bothers me a lot. I wish I could take a joke but it really gets to me. I wonder if its because of the distance or not being able to be there in person when it happens. I don't know, but I really which we could some how get closer to one another.
· Sat Oct 01, 2016 @ 12:10am · 0 Comments