RRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWWWWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....................-sigh- I am soooooooooo sick of all this crap! Why is everyone on her side.....She`s the one that cheated and hurt me....why is everyone with her and no one cares about me. All of the friends that still live here either wont speak to me, or hate me. AND ITS ALL BECAUSESHE HURT MEnot the other way around. I mean what am I sappose to do grit and bear it and say hey its ok...Itll never happen again. But....in the end....it always happens again. Am I just not worth people`s time or something. Am I something that can be easy thrown away after its been used. I guess thats all im worth to most. though I guess I cant complain to much. All my old friends dont still speak to me here and there. AND most of all I have my best friend and brother Justin. I just wish that someone else would reach out and accept me. And Justin had to move out, so I dont have him here by my side anymore........thats all I guess.