This is interesting.
Or maybe it isn't.
I was never good at keeping diaries.
Probably never will be.
Evidently, I'm not good at prolonging sentences either.
Things are moving slowly,
slowly in such a way in that it passes by at a rate I don't notice, and all the time I should have spent wisely has been thrown into a drain and forgotten.
I still feel trapped in the world, nothing is working yet.
Nothing is working out how I REALLY want it to. But then when does it ever?
I wonder if I'll ever feel like I'm my own person, not just that girl that has to get through college, maybe attend uni, get a degree, go into research, become a teacher.
I don't know.
I don't think I'll ever escape education.
My choice I guess.
I'll find something to strive for eventually.
· Tue Dec 04, 2012 @ 08:20pm · 0 Comments