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I know I made typos, and I don't want to spend extra time to fix them.
idk what to make of how I act
like, idk what's to blame.
Probably a lot of stuff.

How do I fix this? The thing that I want to change is how I get aggressive on people sometimes. My body gets worked up beforehand. Two experiences off the top of my head are when this guy at work said that breathing on me wouldn't transfer his possible cold to me, and last night when I was watching a movie and a friend kept skype msging me and I thought that that was rood, but i don't think that's it,

I think I get curt with people when I try to focus on one thing too much (ex: proving a point; ex: learning in class) and then get interrupted (ex: a discussion about hospital staff bringing up memories of recently decease grandma).

So that's that. Problem identified. Mary, you're a genius.

How to fix it.
I just need to check myself out.
It'll be really hard though, since getting curt with people is an acceptable behavior in the environments that I interact with the most (damn that working environment).
Is there any other way that I can fix it?
Change my lifestyle so that it incorporates giving and taking time and attention from others without ppl frequently getting curt and making their s**t stank.

Russell Brand talks about ...
giving back in order to prevent becoming narsistic (can't spell it), and also how he stays away from mainstream stuff because he doesn't like how mean people are.

a pep talk
I'm tired.
I'm judging myself a lot rn.
That level of critique is needed when I do this paper though, so good.
Use it to my advantage.

When I write papers, it is the paper that is scared.

I'd enjoy life more if I avoid it though.
I'll be cranky if I don't get this thing done.

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