I just done watching a few episodes of The United States of Tara a while ago, and through a series of thoughts I ended up thinking about how I end up sobbing when I try and have a conversation with the adults who raised me. Then I thought about the physical symptoms, and how they are similar to those of a panic attack: feeling short of breath, temperature increasing, heart racing.
I decided to look this s**t up. Went to the first website that popped up. Idc about the credibility of it rn, because...because regardless of whether or not it is true, it seems to make a s**t ton of sense.
The following is summing up how a conversation with a beserk member of my household would go. The wording and wording was taken from the link above. " Fear of Arguments, interpersonal conflicts, expression of anger lead to Thought's of Being unable to get home or to another "safe" place OR thoughts of Being trapped or confined OR thoughts of Losing control OR thoughts of Becoming confused OR thoughts of Being unable to cope leads to panicking."
My quote is not properly punctuated btw.
· Sun Dec 21, 2014 @ 03:45am · 0 Comments