I can't believe it's been so long already.
Feels like yesterday sometimes.
Others it's felt like years.
Just shy of only a year.
I miss you.
Can't say in truth that I haven't thought of you every day since you parted ways with us.
Still hurts to think about it.
Mother's day was hard for mom, and Charly.
As well as Stu, I imagine.
I keep myself pretty busy when I start to feel too much.
Not out of disrespect or anything.
I just know that with you up there watching down on me,
I know you don't wanna see me back in the dark place I was in when I lived with my dad.
So I march on.
Waving the Van Horn banner with pride.
Telling the world, I got my awesomeness from Dorothy Van Horn, the most amazing mom and gramma the world will ever know.
I love you, Gramma.
Hope you still have that beaming smile on your face.
Until we're reunited on the other side, I'll always miss you.
· Mon May 19, 2014 @ 03:25am · 0 Comments