Shes gone, forever. I didn't notice until today but I have been officially blocked.
At first I was kinda shocked, didn't expect her to block me. She seems like the kind of person who can hold on forever. Now shes gone.
On one hand, I feel like I should have forgiven her and moved on. However, I just couldn't let go of my feelings for her. All the things she did and said were just hurting me more and more, and she didn't seem to care about it either way. It makes me feel sad to see a person who had such an influence on my life leave, whether she knew it or not. On the other hand it gives me a chance to move on.
I'm not the type of person who can bounce around in relationships like she apparently can. I take awhile to get to know someone and learn more about them. I am very picky, I am going to try and work on this. Not necessarily in the looks department, but I wouldn't have dated anyone who wasn't a nerd like me until recently.
Now I have a date with a girl I met at the gym... after only 3 days there, I wonder how this will work out... I wonder if I will have to go to a new gym afterwards XD
Life goes on.
The Gamers King