I've actually come to realize something a few days ago. that us human were are in between heaven and hell. god and Satan. i believe its the human who has the control of life but god and Satan throws in the real lie hardships to motivate humans to make a decision for themselves
either become pure, tainted, believers, non believers...or who are like me. stuck in the middle. i argue with god and Satan all the time because of all the bad luck I've been having. if god was there to save you and guide you where has he been for me? Satan is here to cause you hardships.
its a battle between these two...you see it every day...but even god is not perfect because he's never there
I've asked for death so many times...telling it sometimes to just take me...i cant bare the though of living in this Earth of nothing but battles. Not just in military but all over the world battles are always happening. its sicking and it pisses me off...because I am also in my own battle between the real world, life it self...I hate all of it.
Searching for the NEW me. I will not pray for God. I've already gone down hill and HELL awaits me. There's no saving my soul. Those that crossed me I curse. I curse them 10 thousand times over! GOODBYE MY FOREVER SOUL MATE
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