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Heartbroken
i felt it loom over my head and i was right. shock. i tried to open my heart again but i was wrong. another shock. to tell myself not to cry is impossible right now. to hold back the feelings i feel is pointless. i feel ashamed of myself for wanting someone to care about me. i feel like why would anyone ever want to be apart of my life. i have nothing to offer and so unattractive to the opposite sex its not even worth trying anymore. no one can really tell me otherwise. its now a proven fact. i'm not good enough to be loved and the second i let anyone in its doomed to fail. i'm so not even heartbroken yet. numb is the word. numb and tired knowing i'll never be good enough. pretty enough or smart enough to keep a man. theres something ppl call me and its loser. its just now setting in.
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