Sitting in darkness Waiting for something to happen Sitting in my corner Just waiting, Alone, In the darkness Everyone with someone Wanting someone to hold me Watching for someone No one notices Darkness consuming Every part of me The darkness fighting To break free Only stopped by a kiss Someone noticed Someone came into The darkness Came to save her To set her free From the darkness Taking his hand I get up leaveing The darkness For the first time
I wish this were true but it remains to be one of my dreams. I guess you could say I have found another rut, My life cant be this hard... but it is... I'm sure everything will work out in the end, but how far away is the end? How long until I am happy again? How long until I know where my heart belongs? Where does my heart belong? What does my heart wan? I have so many questions, but I guess I am in another depression, dont worry it's not like I will kill myself or something, just mope around and not want to be touched much.... well that a lie, all I really want is to be held by someone who cares and be able to cry and be told that everything will be ok and it will all work out in the end.... But there is no one here to help me... so thus I am alone again....
And to my Anime Otakus, dont worry this will pass, it is nothing and has nothing to do with any of you, its just me and my ways of trying to figure out what is going to happen and what I am going to do. Thanks for remaining by my side N.C.O.P.....
-Trans the Lone Tiger
sesshiyasha · Tue Apr 17, 2007 @ 03:41am · 0 Comments |