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Ixak's Personal Log
I write some of my..... private thoughts in here. I would advise everyone not to read this, if you don't want to get annoyed by what I think of you.
Members of the Redux
So far I have not really met all the members here at the Redux so I'm not sure what to think of them. Though I have found that I am rather distrustful of the one called Rexapheon. I've noticed his interest in Sinxprato, but this does not bother me as I don't really care what he does. Sinxprato can place his attention on either of us if he wants. It is only my first day and I've met all the members here save for a few but I can feel their emotions from where they are.

I. Xendraw - I have not yet seen the Superior so I don't know what to say about him either. From what Sinxprato has told me so far he had a rival in the first Organization XIII who is now dead. I don't know yet, but I'd like to see what emotion I can feel from him as well. Most likely nothing, emptiness, or some other deeper emotion hidden within, but until I meet him, I will keep my thoughts to myself.

II. Sinxprato - The first member of the Redux that I had the pleasure to meet shortly after becoming a nobody myself. I can feel several of the darker emotions that come from him though I cannot quite place all of them. I know for a fact that he shows interest in me and Rexapheon. He's also very attatched to the one called Kaiox, who is clearly not gay nor ever was. I have much interest in Sinxprato, curious of the past he once had. I wish that I could have known him those many long years ago, but unfortunately fate works in strange ways. I already find myself warming up to him. I would do anything for Sinxprato.

III. Zamexa - The child of the group. Although she is older in years than she looks she only appears to be a ten year old girl which is why others may underestimate her. Not me though, I can feel the power of the moon within her. Strange that she should control that power, it's not a stable one, so she is kept drinking what she calls the 'elixer', a drink that Sinxprato gives her to keep her under control. If the power of the moon is that unstable within her I'd hate to see how she gets when she hasn't had her elixer for a while. She seems trustworthy enough to the point that I'd probably feel comfortable talking to her in a serious conversation.

IV. Soxcha - Soxcha seems to be a hyperactive teenager and she often shows the emotions of happiness and even those of likeness, but though she feels these she at least knows they are just memories of the emotions. She is one of the rest of us who knows that we cannot truly feel any emotion and yet brings back the memories of them very well. She must have been truly very happy in her previous life.

V. Xabrin - I have not yet met Xabrin, and he is not close enough for me to feel the emotion he hides within him. Therefore I cannont say whether I'd trust him or not.

VI. NexPoena - He is even more silent and distant than anyone I've evern even met before. He speaks in a quiet voice and speaks very little to others even when spoken to. He seems to be the one who will only take orders from the Superior himself unless Xendraw is not around to give him an order. Other than that he often has to obey Sinxprato. There is very little memory of emotion that comes from him, so I can't really say what emotion he feels.

VII Kaiox - The other member that recieves Sinxprato's attention though he doesn't want any of it. Kaiox is also quiet but not as much as I am. I prefer to talk to a select few and those that I do are the ones that I'm more comfortable speaking with. I suppose Kaiox is one of them, and I don't find him to be a rival. I can't say for sure if we'll get along fine but at least we probably won't be at each other's throats.

VIII. Rexapheon - Rexapheon's other half, the heartless Inuart, seems to have separated from him and has retreated for now. The heartless is his only other rival compared to me. Inuart should prove to be easy to kill when the time comes for the two to actually fight one another. As much as Rexapheon is my rival, he seems to have been a good person in his previous life. I don't have much else to say about him.

IX. Riaxa - Looking at Riaxa every time I catch even the slightest glimpse of her I sense the feelings of rage and sorrow, and those that make her seem bent on revenge. But, revenge for what, and on whom? Those are the only questions I can ask about her for I do not know her well enough to know. I'd rather not get close to my fellow nobodies, but I think it may be important to understand what happened to her after she became a nobody. Maybe I will have a long discussion with her about what happened to her.

X. Xephyr - He is as the rest of the members, he brings back past emotions that he no longer truly feels and knows he can't really feel them anymore. I don't know much else about him and I probably won't talk to him much either.

XI. Zixkya - She is one of the foolish ones. She believes that she feels 'love' for Xephyr, but we are nobodies and lack hearts. None of us can feel 'love' nor really bring back that emotion. It's a hard emotion to describe, but we feel nothing. Hopefully she will learn as time goes by.

Sinxprato had told me that another nobody has appeared. He is going to go looking for our thirteenth member now. I wish I could go with him, but he told me he should go alone. I shall wait for his return instead then.





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    Sinxprato
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    commentCommented on: Thu Apr 05, 2007 @ 04:14pm
    *smiles*


    commentCommented on: Tue Apr 10, 2007 @ 06:02pm
    *smiles and nods* Indeed, I was happy in my previous life. 3nodding



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