... it all happend so fast .... everything is leaving me ... i don't know what to do anymore .... it all started this morning:
me and my brother where walking to school as usual and we ran into my boyfriend so he said he'd see me later and i walked to class with my boyfriend and as we were out side my class he said he wanted to break up because he had found some one he loved more than me ... i was shoked stunned .... saddend .... he walked over to his class the one next to mine and i went into my class sat in my desk and a tear rolled down my cheek ... no one seemed to notice at lunch i told my brother that my boy friend had broke up with me... he hugged me and told me i deserved better and the he would always be there for me then... the bell rang and i rushed off to class and so did he ... i didn't pay much attention in class that day... i was normaly stareing out the window ....
after school i grabed my homework and headed out to find my brother and as i was walking through a hall on the 2nd. floor of the school i saw my brother out side and my brother and i started to worry .... my brother was yelling at him i don't know what though and the my exboyfriend ran up to my brother and he punched him across the face and thats when i started running down the hall for the stairs bumping in to people ... almost tripping down the stairs i got bak my balance and made it to the bottom where i could go out side or on to the 1st. floor i hurried out side and the guys were punching eachother and once or twice would through in a kick i ran over to them and told the to stop it took a while but they finaly stoped ... i picked up his bag and helped him over to one of the near by tres for him to rest ... i managed to stop the bloddy nose and the rest was mostly scraches and bruises but nothing mayjor after a while we got up and started walkin home i was so worried ... i walked holding his hand and kept staring at the scraches and bruises and i knew it was my fault!!! then he pushed me and i heard the screach of brakes cars running into eachother and some other sound .... it was the scream my brother let out from getting hit by the car .... he'd saved my life .... i droped our bags and rushed over and nelt down and screamed .... it was to late .... he was dead by the time the ambulance came .... the last thing he said was "noth....ing ... c...an ... e..qu...al ... yo...ur ... lo...ve ..... an...d .... beau...ty" i was holding his hand when he said that and was wishing it was me not him... he always got in fights with people because of me .... and he was all i had our parents died when i was about 10 .... he was 15 ..... i was now 13 and he was 18 and he was .... gone
· Sat Feb 10, 2007 @ 07:31pm · 4 Comments