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I think...it's time for a change.

I kept pursuing after a girl that I had fallen for, but she wasn't interested in me, yet I still pressed on. I ended up pissing her off, as it seems I have no trust in her and I'm moody a lot; from what I heard someone quoting her...

It's times like this I wish my life was a videogame, just to reload from a save point and start off again.

I never wished for this to happen, but I brought it upon myself...it's time for a change. I may have lost my chance with her, but if things happen to change for the better between the two of us, then so be it...but daydreaming gets me nowhere.

I'll just have to deal with this and move on, it's all I can do to cope with the pain for now.

I'll immerse myself in preparing for college and games...I have no reason to dwell on clouds of possibilities that will never happen.