You know the times when you feel like the days just past away like your watching a dream....but its really happening....lately ive been feeling alot of things that i thought i would never feel...saddness....self-hatred....and a sintent love....and the costant agony watching it fade away.....in times ive felt like its like im not liked because of the way i look not my facail structure...but my skin...being hated for what i look like...not who Iam.....my truly specail friend keeps me from being locked away in the dark.....and i love her for that.....but right now sometimes i cant help the feeling that....im not meant to be loved.....or maybe...like.....him....the someone who'd love me for me is miles away....I know if its Gods will someone will see what a specail treasure iam.....only one person has...and i might not ever see him.....ive fallen for others but....its not the same the same bond as I would want....but ive thought it over and decided that I love him enough to let him be happy even if that means im not in the picture as often "Im happy that your happy" he would always use to say to me......and well...im happy....but why do i feel so alone.....
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