Thanks to one of my buddys with great chest pillows *cough*Mythril*cough*, I ralized that I may just want to take up writing in this journal again... At least now I have someone who will read it! heart It just makes this crap so much more worth it when someone you know reads it... Ive never been much of a journal user as it is.
SO! Now... What the hell to talk about? Christmas is gonna suck (as usual) due to the hole still burned in my pocket from thanksgiving... I swear to god, Im gonna start saving in like... Febuary or some s**t like that. Christmas always gets me in a funk... Its not surprising to me why there are so many suicides this time of year. NO IM NOT SUICIDAL SO DONT EVEN THINK THAT!
Hrm.. Its been over a year since Ihad offically gotten over Becky, though from time to time, I still think of her, wondering the infamous 'what ifs'. Im just running around in circles. For whatever reason, I seem to believe that if I can find 'that special someone' that somehow I will be 'saved'. Just... Not in a reliegious way (athiesm all the way, baby!).
*scratchs at his stomach*
See, people? THIS is why I hate journals. I have nothing to write about! I sleep, eat, smoke, work, play WoW / Gaia, repeate!
So its up too you all to give me lots and lots of comments so I will have idea's!
 Jalwin Reilaad · Sat Dec 16, 2006 @ 04:50pm · 4 Comments |
