I'm in love. I think... Its so hard to remeber what love feels like under all of this pain. I mean my most recent tears have only just dried.
Everytime I'm away from him I miss him. Even if he's just in another room.
My stomach and my heart do triple-backflip-360-gators into the deep casms of my pitless stomach everytime he signs online. Call me crazy but i think that that would make a 10.0 on any dive judge's scale...
I never stop talking about him. My friend's think I'm loseing my mind. Its kind of sad really... I probably am, knowing my genes...
I just want to hold him in my arms and never let go. Its like the whole world freezes when I'm with him. Someone pinch me. I think I'm dreaming.
Its weird though. I dont even think he likes me. I mean, he's liek that with everyone... I wish it were only me.
So, backflips, acheing, neverending talking, driving my friends crazy, dreaming... I guess I'll leave it up to the love judges with they're dive score boards and see what this ranks...
Someone help me...
+ Him= Just plain crazy
__________ (<--- equals)
What an equation.
Save me from my madness... I'm compairing my life to math again...
· Sun Dec 10, 2006 @ 08:11am · 1 Comments