When I was little I always thought that somewhere in the world...There was someone made just for me. As I grew up, I found out that I was so naive in believing that bullshit.
I sometimes wish that it was true; I'm not one of those girls that dreams of a prince charming, and all of that mushy stuff. My dream guy would be down to earth, somewhat simple, enjoy some of the same things I do, and is open-minded.
An it hurted so much when I found out that there isn't no one like that. The guys I've dated so far had great personalities, and I didn't care how they looked. Just as long as their personality, and the way they act around other people is good then I'll give them a chance. Heh. It wasn't long until I found out it was all a facade. They only wanted one thing, and I felt so dumb.
I've been hurt so many times that now I can't even apporach a guy, and the thought that they might only want one thing always dwell in the back of my mind. I hate the fact that I do this, because there's this guy in my class that I really like, but I just can't. An I find myself making up excuses of why I shouldn't try and be more trusting towards guys.
I get so frustrated that it makes me want to cry(I'm not pretty when I cry.) It's to the point where my mom & dad is presuring me, and trying to set me up with one of my exs that still like me. My older sister would take my picture, and show it to guys at her job; which piss me off. At this point in time, I would stage a fake relationship just to get them off my case.
I'm just so scared of being hurt again An I just don't know what to do, but I'm going to try and get through this.
Caio for now.
I sometimes wish that it was true; I'm not one of those girls that dreams of a prince charming, and all of that mushy stuff. My dream guy would be down to earth, somewhat simple, enjoy some of the same things I do, and is open-minded.
An it hurted so much when I found out that there isn't no one like that. The guys I've dated so far had great personalities, and I didn't care how they looked. Just as long as their personality, and the way they act around other people is good then I'll give them a chance. Heh. It wasn't long until I found out it was all a facade. They only wanted one thing, and I felt so dumb.
I've been hurt so many times that now I can't even apporach a guy, and the thought that they might only want one thing always dwell in the back of my mind. I hate the fact that I do this, because there's this guy in my class that I really like, but I just can't. An I find myself making up excuses of why I shouldn't try and be more trusting towards guys.
I get so frustrated that it makes me want to cry(I'm not pretty when I cry.) It's to the point where my mom & dad is presuring me, and trying to set me up with one of my exs that still like me. My older sister would take my picture, and show it to guys at her job; which piss me off. At this point in time, I would stage a fake relationship just to get them off my case.
I'm just so scared of being hurt again An I just don't know what to do, but I'm going to try and get through this.
Caio for now.
