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I already miss you Granma... Last night, my granma died. In the hospital, or on the way there, I don't know. My uncle called last night and said she had passed out. When we got there they were trying to revive her, and they even had to shock her once. She had a weak pulse, they said, and needed to get it strong enough to move her. I was on my knees praying, so I didn't see as they left with her, but my sister and my cousin both saw her blink. I kinda wish I had too. Sunday was the last time I saw her, when we were getting ready to leave, and she was smiling and playing with me. Well, anyway, we got left there while they brought her to the hospital. We were so sure she would make it, she had been through so much. Then my sister called those who went to the hospital, and they told us. "She's gone." I couldn't believe those words, and I was almost sure that they were playing, since there was this awkward silence after. But no, it's true, she's gone. My aunt said that she said she had been ready to go, and in a way, she got what she wanted. God, it was so horrible, all the tears and crying. You know, I believe in miracles, but I also believe He'll never put more on us than we can bear. We can make it. It won't be easy, but no one ever said it would be. In a way I'm happy, because she wanted to go, and the last time I saw her she was happy, but I can't change the fact I miss her and want her back...

Posted by: Esdella Vie Thu Dec 07, 2006 @ 07:54pm

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Commented on: Sat Dec 09, 2006 @ 07:16am


	It is really hard to have to let go of people that we love. It is always too soon for someone to be taken away from us, and it is a terrible ordeal to have to face. The saddest part is that we must all go through it in some way, but it is a fact of life. However painful it is to let go, the people we love are always in our hearts in some way or form, and above everything they ever gave us, it is our memories and experience they gave us that are far more valuable than any other treasure in the world! Where ever anyone ever goes after they die, if they loved you while they lived, then they will always love you even after. ^^ I hope you are feeling better, Miss Faith. hug Take care. ^^ heart

Commented on: Mon Dec 11, 2006 @ 06:13am


	crying I'm so sorry crying My grandmother is dying with cancer cry So I haven't experienced quite the sting you have, but I think I can say I do know how you feel. Life is so funny; you have no choice but to let go of people when they're gone, so you do it. Don't ever forget them, though. The people who make an impact on your life while they're here, are the most important people in the world. I lost my great grandmother two years ago, and she still has great impact on my life to this day. We weren't even that close. Your pain will pass, dear. She will always be with you, reminding you to be the best person you can be. Don't let her down. hugs I originally came to thank you for buying from my store. Thank you. Thank you also, for reminding me to take time out of my hectic life to speak to my grandmother. I get so busy taking care of my daughter, giving council to my mother, and being there for my husband, that I forget some times. Bless you, child. Though I do not know you, know this. I love you. Trust in your heart, and it will never let you down. heart Try to have a wonderful Christmas this year. I believe you already know this, but all of your departed loves would have wanted it that way. Especially grandma.

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Commented on: Mon Dec 11, 2006 @ 08:00am


	Oh Kimz! I'm so sorry about your Grandma! crying I know I've never met her but I'm sure I would have lurfed her to pieces! I'll glomp you extra hard at the reunion! emo

Commented on: Wed Dec 13, 2006 @ 06:54am


	It's always a hard thing to let go of a loved one. But in time..you understand that where they are is a happy place. And when the time comes..you will be reunited with them. If I could see my grandma again..I would tell her the same thing. How I miss her and everything. But either way, Faith..she's in a happier place now..waiting on you. She'll always be with you though..in your heart. Never forget that and remember that your friends will always be there for you..including me

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