...have you ever felt as if you were so stressed and so depressed that you dont know what to feel? i suppose you have... thats how i feel right now...
i just feel like curling up into a ball and sleeping untill its all over...
feeling unsupported when all the people around me... they are trying to help...
feeling bleak... feeling normal... feeling how i did not want to feel at any time in my life...
its sickening...
being physicaly ill... because all that is going on around me... i dont understand anything thats going on... it all moves to fast for me to follow... and
it makes me ill... it makes me... uneasy... it makes me insecure...
i hate this feeling...
if i could stop it all... i would do it in a heartbeat... but these people move to fast for me to follow them...
im lost... i cant find my way...
no one is coming back to find me... to save me... and i have lost all hope... though a flicker of light lives within... it will go out soon...
unless somone comes to help me...
... will you be the one to help me?
or will you just push me away...
just like everyone else?
i just feel like curling up into a ball and sleeping untill its all over...
feeling unsupported when all the people around me... they are trying to help...
feeling bleak... feeling normal... feeling how i did not want to feel at any time in my life...
its sickening...
being physicaly ill... because all that is going on around me... i dont understand anything thats going on... it all moves to fast for me to follow... and
it makes me ill... it makes me... uneasy... it makes me insecure...
i hate this feeling...
if i could stop it all... i would do it in a heartbeat... but these people move to fast for me to follow them...
im lost... i cant find my way...
no one is coming back to find me... to save me... and i have lost all hope... though a flicker of light lives within... it will go out soon...
unless somone comes to help me...
... will you be the one to help me?
or will you just push me away...
just like everyone else?
