Yeah...he broke my heart, yeah i cried...and i've come out of it stonger than before. I forgot to watch who i trust...and i'm paying for it. I'm not mad at him...i never really was...it was just an event in my life that would make any other girl mad and seemed like a good time to release the anger i've kept inside for a long time...there's still some anger but...anyways, i've decided that if he wants to date me he'll tell me and if he doesn't than he doesn't and we'll just be friends...and maybe it's just better this way...i don't know...i'm trying really hard to make myself feel better about all of this and i'm not doing a great job but i'm working on it. It will take time...but i will make it through and come out stronger...in the meantime the single life is lookin' pretty good...free to flirt without any attachtments...it still hurts though...
suki16 · Wed Nov 08, 2006 @ 04:20am · 4 Comments |