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Current mood: depressed

No matter what I do my thoughts slip back to you. That gentle smile an those sweet words you used to capture my attention for a while. The simple days of our time together are all strone out in the wind. A glimpse here and there of the happiness we once knew passes by. Warm salt laddened tears fall from my cheek as I remember when you said you loved me. The promises you have now broken. The pain you set in motion. Destruction is all I now search for. My dreams they lay at my feet no more. I miss you and love you so dear. However now I live in constant fear. Not knowing what I am capable of. Not knowing if I can ever feel the same way again. My peace has been broken. My life turned upside down. You took what was in the open and ripped it to the ground. Your presence still haunts me an sends my soul to a furry of rage. Every second of the day taunts me, pulling me into a silent decay. Lovers lost, torn apart from one another. The promised bond thrown asunder. You let me down yet once again. This time my heart will never forgive as it mends. Leave me completely as the damage you have done. There is no more distruction here for you to cause. I am broken and maimed by your touch. A lost heart and soul to scared to trust.