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rated R for profanity and adult situations. People who know me might find it interesting because I plan to say exactly what I feel in my head at any situation that may arouse unusual thoughts. Those who don't know me but like to read weird stuff will
Oh Boy.
I'm so afraid that I may indeed mess up my relationship. I think I was coming on WAY too strong, and I was trying to move thngs a lot faster than they needed to go. Today, my friends decided to yell out all the things that I had said, in the heat of the moment, in complete confidance, at least I thought. He left the area kind of earlier than needed, and he didn't wait for me to walk to class with him like he always does after lunch. Then, in class, when we were 'taking video notes,' he told me that he was afraid of comittment.

I really like him, I'm in the daisukii stage right now. So I'm very afraid of everything falling apart. I've never really had a serious relationship, and I'm his first girlfriend. And I don't want it all to fall apart. Boy, do I have a headache.

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  • User Comments: [1]
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    Sat Feb 24, 2007 @ 07:31pm

    Im one of Charlie's friends, his gf actually, I cant say i know exactly what you're going through but, I can say this.

    Im taking it that you didnt say "I love you" Back to him. I think all you can really do is apologize, and, maybe tell him you dont wanna say I love you unless you're sure, that you dont wanna hurt him when you find out, you dont (Which, i hope doesnt happen, i would never want one of Charlie's friends to suffer). As for his commitment problem, try to be as comforting as you can.

    you dont really know me so you can just tell me to ******** off and ignore me, i wouldnt blame you or be mad in the slightest. I just wanna help. Im not sure my advice will work but i hope, that if you take it, it does.

    Feel free to add me or Pm me a letter of "I ******** dont know you so leave me the ******** alone". Again, I wouldn't be mad or blame you. Im not that type and again, you dont know me and im kinda butting in where i dont belong so i would deserve getting yelled at. (Im used to being yelled at alot worse than you can probably do anyway...tis why meh dad is in jail but back to the point)

    Okay, now its up to you, ignore me, hate me for buggin you when i dont know you, or take the advice and be happy. Its all your choice. I hope I've helped you in some slight way.

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