I'm so afraid that I may indeed mess up my relationship. I think I was coming on WAY too strong, and I was trying to move thngs a lot faster than they needed to go. Today, my friends decided to yell out all the things that I had said, in the heat of the moment, in complete confidance, at least I thought. He left the area kind of earlier than needed, and he didn't wait for me to walk to class with him like he always does after lunch. Then, in class, when we were 'taking video notes,' he told me that he was afraid of comittment.
I really like him, I'm in the daisukii stage right now. So I'm very afraid of everything falling apart. I've never really had a serious relationship, and I'm his first girlfriend. And I don't want it all to fall apart. Boy, do I have a headache.
Korn Ninja Seven
· Thu Oct 19, 2006 @ 10:22pm · 1 Comments