Neil is at work right now and he won't be home for about another 7 hours
I dunno what to do maybe ish gonna clean then hv a shower then maybe hv a nap or something. Ish tired probably b/c i had trouble sleeping last night, I was really cold and my hips hurt like crazy aswell as my stomach ache X_X
This morning I finally fell asleep but i missed being with neil b4 he went to work b/c i was sleeping and i feel bad about it.
It takes so long for neil to come home especially when i keep looking at the clock every five seconds X_X lol
I don't want to go back home i dunno when i'm going back but i hope its not anytime soon i don't want to be home without neil. I feel so lonely and depressed when im without him.
But yeah i dunno what else to say other then I LOVE YOU NEIL WITH MY WHOLE HEART!!!!
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so bai bai!!!
*kisses Neil* my pookies -^___^-
