and love is a b***h. Twas it a physical being I'd strangle it.
I saw Nick at the mall. I think... that I still like him. My chest was all tingly as I taked to him and for the longest time afterward. And he'll never like me. And that puts me at odds when it comes to Jon... just Gah!
And I feel so pathetic. I'm weak. I want to be strong. Push ups every day and I'm still weak but only with a pulled muscle. I used to think I was strong, back when I fought my cousin daily. Then I started fighting Jon. It makes me feel weak, pathic, like a looser. I want to be strong! I will be strong one day, I swear it!
· Sun Aug 27, 2006 @ 03:19pm · 0 Comments