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hey journal...
i want to scream and shout....everyone thinks at me of being this illision,but no one really knows who i am....no one knows...its all stuck inside me....im dieing slowly....i have no one to tell...not even my parents....i am the only one who knows the truth....i want to tell everyone i really do but whatwill they think of me a freak...a devil worshipper???
my only wish is to live a normal life....but i can never because i am nothing but normal....i put a spell on my room to keep then out but they seem to come in....
how is that possible..i did the steps right...i even marked it with my blood...i want to cry...people call me such names i can not say...i want to be normal...but i cant....and never will be...