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OMINOUS FATE
君は僕の夢と成る
Aoi in a red robe
It took me like two hours to get home as opposed to one or even 40 minutes that it's supposed to take. I couldn't close up on time so I had to take more customers then I missed my bus THEN i found out the bus wouldn't come for another hour and i started crying from the shock as well as it was cold and i was tired and just wanted to go home.

I was grateful my mom made congee.

Last night I dreamt I was in Tokyo with some old high school friends. I don't really know who it was except one person, and both of us decided we wanted to go to like an onsen but not exactly onsen. Like there was four of us and we were like trying to figure out things to do. So we were looking for hot springs places. And we had to go to like different towns to go to one. So we went to a place that was like south east of Tokyo. The city's name started with an M. I never heard of the place before. The place we went to was actually a school. We went there and it was like evening, so there wasn't really any students at the school. It was kind of like they taught onsen or something but you don't teach that?? Idk. So we went in a room, kind of like a small hallway, where there was a wooden table. They gave us each a package which was just like a bag and in it was stuff we were to wear and stuff. So we each got a robe. I got a red one and my friend's was silver I think. Apparently Aoi went there too later. He got a red robe too. That's really all I can remember lol. I woke up early and couldn't go back to sleep because the sun was so bright.

It's weird and really quick but it's nice to still see the gazetti in my dream. Before it like meant so much to me I guess cuz I never saw them in person, but now that I see them like at least once a year it's like casual haha. Aoi's always singing about food. Iqos. I wonder if Kai quit yet I'm not sure if he actually did. I wonder about Urupon too. I feel like he'd smack me lol. I only smoke when I'm in a good mood anyway. Or drinking. Like at Rockaholic not at like... a resto... Tabako nigiri. Try it!

The book I'm reading now is good and colourful. It's a bunch of short stories. It's called Once I don't remember the author's name. But they write about Toronto and Montreal. And just people living and stuff. I think the last story I read was like in Montreal or just somewhere in Quebec. It's really nice reading it. Even if some doesn't make sense. It's kind of random but also it makes sense. I'm kind of slow at reading it though. I only read on the bus and even then I still look at my phone and do other things. And during my lunch break at work. I don't read that much on the way home since sometimes I can't sit and I'm tired anyway.

Okay it's 1:03AM and my direct deposit already hit so I'm glad.

Yeah lately things remind me of home... or rather... home seems to be coming up more. Like this one sixth gun who I follow mutually. She's nice and she'll reply to my stories sometimes. I already knew she lived in my hometown but I just found out she was born there, just like me, and she's from the same neighborhood as me. Well, close enough. I swear I'd have passed by her house a hundred times. It's crazy. I wish I'd know her sooner. But yeah she wants to send me a card and I'll definitely send her one too. I hope I can meet her soon.

I want to go home next year. I think I want to move there. There's no doubt I'd rather live there than here. The only thing is it's harder to get a job there. So yeah.

But then I want to go to Japan again next year. I kind of want to go for sixth months but I have stuff to get done too, so I can't just take a vacation for half the year. But I'll definitely travel next year. To see the GazettE huhuhu I have to see them once a year at least. I doubt they would do another WT so quick. But it's possible. I wonder if they would do another year long tour.

But also I should focus on my own thing... Mainly my music. And my project. HA. I should send Aoi my tape LMAO ALIDFUHGIOUG.

Buuuuuuuuut yeah plus I already admitted it to youtube lmao to Rachelf... I've already been testing out my camera. And this morning I did a good run through of Deux. I didn't even mess up going into the solo. I just need to learn to slide more slowly.

So tomorrow is work then I need to go to the post office... But before that I'll see if I can get a good card or cards at the store. Go to the post office, go home. I need to pay for my shipping on buyee. Need to... basically do shopping. Need to get groceries too. I really want cookies right now like that's the only thing I want to buy. There's no point in me making my lunch if I'm just going to forget it, like today, so it's better to rely on snacks. Lately at work I just eat noodles but there's like no plastic forks... No chopsticks either. I tried to use two spoons as chopsticks. It didn't work out.

Yeah I think I'll go to Japan again next year even if it's just for a couple weeks which is what a lot of other people did. I won't have to spend as much. Again I can just hang out in Tokyo. The most expensive thing would be the flight. I know the GazettE is releasing like two DVDs kind of early next year, and then there's the album. So maybe a tour will follow like always. So if anything that means going to a live in autumn or winter. PLZ NOT SUMMER THO unless it's INTL then ok.

Need to get my hair done.

Okay I'm getting sleepy and I need to get up early for work anyway. My skin is breaking out like crazy I hate it I don't know if it's cuz my skin touched something or cuz work has like dust and germs but yeah it sucks.

Okay that's all for now

Good night ~





 
 
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