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Kitteh's Ramblings and Stumblings
A chronicle of life, liberty and the pursuit of pixelated clothing!
Back On Gaia
Wow, it's been awhile. Okay, so some seven years to be exact. Gaia's really changed, but it's good to see Lanzer and the gang for madcap hilarity and crazy hijinks.

I'm not sure if it's my Chromebook, probably is, but a lot of the site isn't working. Still, I'm going to keep with it until I get my apartment and hook up my PC. Well, one of them anyway.

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Since this is the first journal entry, I'm going to do a little explanation of the metamorphosis my life is taking. It'll give me a good place to vent and think, however I will leave the grisly details to myself. As it is, I'm already going to need therapy, and I am a big advocate in keeping PG13 sites PG13. Kids have it hard enough in the world and grow up too quickly as it is...

After hitting the start of the three year mark, I found out my ex was into some ...very bad stuff online. Stuff you never think you'll actually meet people doing, because that's for news stories and the like.

Well, I did apparently, and apparently he does. Some people have no moral center. (And yes, the law is involved now, thanks to me.)

Anyway, I'm working on getting my own apartment (once again) and getting as far away from this place as possible. Until then, Gaia's been really helpful. I can stop the craziness and design my Gaiatars, go shopping without spending money I'll need on rent or deposits, and maybe even come out of my shell a bit and interact with people on the forums.

This is a hard road, but I thank Gaia for being here. Without this place, it would be even harder.

User Image Change is frightening. I'm in a city where I have two friends and have not seen much of the area since moving here... But it's only when we run full force off the ledge of the cliff and spread our wings that we see if we can fly, ---or we drop like a stone.

I think I shall fly. More than that, I believe I will succeed. I shall enroll in college and take life by the horns, making what it is that I want while keeping my morals firmly in place.

Because after all, what is there if we lose hope? Without hope, we have nothing to aspire to. We get locked in the everyday struggle of mere survival, rather than thriving and living.

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I've got very little left to pack, am hope beyond hope I get the call from the apartment
complex that actually has an opening this week. Being here is a daily dose of fear and worry; one that requires me to swallow my own anger and disgust. Fortunately I'm in the master bedroom while he is not. My beloved kitties are less than happy with all this, I don't blame them one bit.

I haven't decided to pack up my nail polish or try this.

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