time to pay back c:
last month i've got enough damn but now... let see if i can pass next wave xD
one passed another comes~ and... another blame come but... let see when the truth will come out wink
one person start to put their trust on me, later another follow too! quite surprised but that's what should it be from begin.... although that another provoke them to hate me...
and another start take out their jealous feeling into me while other admit I hide the fact I able to know something from somewhere & they remember have not tell me how to do that but i know the answer already..
while another start suspect on me I try to put another plan & wait me from their seat to see what will i do next...
whether another start to stop me on the stage...
what kind of feel i have now? between afraid & excited... I feel afraid of cannot accomplish the task cause run out of time. while excited to see who is the wrong one. simply... I only want to have fair treatment for all people without judge them but they start to mess everything.. however... only they who can save their self from their own fault.
but lately, I feel everything become different & I don't know what will happen next.
oh well... I need to keep work for another target & sadly I need to keep shut myself from others again.
"note for myself : keep walking & walking but do not fall"
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this journal mostly full of unwanted words.
however, from read these you may know how am I toward people.
however, from read these you may know how am I toward people.