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From Skyden
As the title says.
Cringey things that i mean from the bottom of my heart
Only God knows why we're horrible yet perfect each other. My mind can never throw you out easily when we fight. You drive me crazy in the worse and best ways.

Everyone that sees us together through our moments might think we should seperate or we could be blinded from the toxicity of it all and I won't lie that in many ways it's are true. But, would it be worth it to leave you when they only see us when we fight but never when we talk and laugh about the dumbest things. Our late night talks of when we would spill our feelings out to each other, especially when we make up and solve things after fighting.
The times you'd just tell me random facts out of no where that I would ask, why do you do that? And you'd just say I just like to do it.
You'd beg to play games but I'd always say no so we go on towns to walk around, almost always afking after a while because we don't find anyone to talk to.
What I feel when I listen to your voice or think about you while you sleep on the other side of the screen.
Fights we have from pent up feelings to the point we continuously break up and never really seperate us. In the end, always, we'd cling onto each other and have an honest conversation.
Even though we fight so much to the point that it probably looks like there's no hope for our relationship, I haven't given up on you nor have you gave up on me.

We keep learnibg more and more about eachother even after fights and I'm grateful for that. It's beter than losing you and never knowing how you really are jn the first place. I wouldn't lie to you even if i was offered infinite wishes or life unless it was for the control of literally everything, bit then again i'm still debating it in my head. If I did have cobtrol of everything would be be ok for me to control that you'd be mine forever? I don't think it would be fair so that's why it's questionable, but then again i wouldn't be controlling your mind or anyone else life.

I like the idea of nature taking it's course so I guess maybe no control over everything is fine..

I know I'm a geek but i can't help it when i feel like calculating things for no reason or coding things, or making videos and music for you. Etc. I love creating and the fact that I can do it when you're the person by my side makes me happy even if you piss me off.

I love all the long lame messages you'd leave for me when you wake up while I'm sleeping. Everything we do together, I appreciate. Even our fights. Without them I wouldn't learn much about how you really feel.

I love you

2:24AM 10/9/17





Emuriken
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    dog11797
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    commentCommented on: Thu Oct 12, 2017 @ 04:58am
    1: Booo this is a repost
    2: dibs on your journal virginity. v0/ first comment beeches


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