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this journal mostly full of unwanted words.
however, from read these you may know how am I toward people.
hey woman, have proud of yourself!
today these evening... lady with 50-60 ish ages come for chat with my grandmother.

I happen come to that room for accompany my grandmother.
so, here's the conversation we had today with her friends.

oldies ladies 1 : hey, who is there? your child?

my grandmother : she is my granddaughter.

oldies ladies 2 : your granddaughter?? looks so young & pretty.
(me blushing like silly... i do not think i am... really?)

oldies ladies 1 : does she has boyfriend? or maybe she already married?

my grandmother : no, she doesn't have any. she afraid to do.
( why did you tell to them? -facepalm- )

oldies ladies 2 : that's very good! keep it up! nowadays do you think is that good or something you can very proud of for having husband soon?

oldies ladies 1 : it's very rare to meet woman like you, dear. ( she hug me suddenly & pat my head after also give a kiss on cheek.... e__e;; I feel surprised & can explode anytime... )

oldies ladies 2 : make your parent happy as top priority.

oldies ladies 1 : be proud, girl. you are very sweet woman. i bless you having good ones.
(...... blushing a lot, even my grandmother tease me & they laugh cause that... i feel like want to vanish soon....)

oldies ladies 2 : keep good work & be proud of yourself.

I completely shocked... realize, I live in wrong life after all?? x'D
sorry my ex-friend who told me your idealism of having husband sooner.
I may not going with your idea to have lover now... c:

I know love is good but, hey!
How many time I saw failure? How many time news tell about celebrity couple can break up each other? I cannot count & bad with math, so who cares lol.

so far.. I am so happy enough. because only my parent can accept my beast side & can still support me even I says rude & hurtful things. I do not think other people can manage to see me in monster forms. why must I feel sad for not having lover soon? biggrin lover can leave me anytime like nothing while my parent still worry me.

I do not think I can accept such big responsibility of taking care someone's heart.
hahahaha... I still not mature, you know? or I may stop myself to step to be... adulthood.

Thank you for granny i meet today LOL. you success drive me to choose insane choice! x'D
ooh... about lover, they say no need to get rush because lot of people also haven't have lover nowadays... thank you for give me courage! ^^

I think I will let fate take me to right one.
I wish someone who can have same responsibility as mine.
sadly good people I have meet always have wife already...x'D
but thanks for his girl who make her husband so wise ;D
envy them so much!! ; v ;





 
 
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