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this journal mostly full of unwanted words.
however, from read these you may know how am I toward people.
just random posting
who would like to get problem here? heart
I don't think no one want to jump into something such big disaster! or.....are you trying to become NEXT HERO? xd

However I never understand unless you really care.
To put it simply, every people has problem & someone who cares you must be connected with something that make understand why they really want to waste time for you for something... PRICEY!

....... the problem is.... how could you care? must be something you try to aim?

These question once I try to explore by myself & get the answer! sound funny cause my brain is the reason why they have to find me LOL
THESE DAY WE LIVE WITH HI-TECH !!!, please find your answer on www.google.com rofl

I am not rich, modest, timid, & unattractive. I rare use dress while at outside. mostly trousers & t-shirt while go cause outside really wild & dangerous unless I go for work, I have to dress up a bit.
nothing good on me unless friend for accompany your funny life & of course get paid from you. razz

I know from begin something must be weird & i try to says what's on my mind.
and.... some people call me IDIOT while the rest call me WEIRD but GENIUS.
the last opinion... I cannot laugh either mad.. truthfully I am too NAIVE that makes me being HONEST which sound like my words too SARCASM.
only few people who survive after face me or perhaps understand my brain. it's fine tbh 3nodding I prefer list that I could count by my finger rather than too much for me to remember but nothing.

My small list makes me change cause what they says actually makes my life going better than when I was on my rebel era LOL~ which makes me going to weird path into despair path & let me give up on everything!

However... if i don't know how dark the outside, I won't understand how everything working such Karma...
I... although always think way too sadder than what will happen next.... things I ever believe just make sure.... one day, the moment I can hold everything with tears following on my way to success... that day will be my shine.

when I can see it very clearly. someone who would see me with smile, that means I make them proud, able to protect their smile, & make sure no one cry but ME ONLY deeper in my heart without people who seeing that miserable side of me.
someone who could notice that must be too amazing or do CHEAT by STALKING!

My apologize, it just non-sense post!! razz
although it's useless, the maze of emotion just NOTHING but HURTFUL

the way i like about this post only......what is the meaning of FRIENDS?
does friendship good or maybe just bring out possibility to create another character of someone?

as for me like i always heard from most people i meet, friends about when you happy & sad they are always with you is LIE or SOMEONE IDEALISM of GREATEST DREAM!
what good reason for me to have friends because they could make me understand & I don't care they says unpleasant, arrogant, being rude, too sarcasm, and etc as long as they have good point of life, I will admit what they says & pay attention more to that person until I understand these point of life they told me.
unless SHXT TALK which pointless, I don't need to confirm my dislike for twice times & will ignore on future.

FRIEND is species called HUMAN & you know HUMAN is DEVIL & INSANE, WHY do you befriends with them while you can befriends with non-HUMAN such ANIMAL? :Y

I won't says SHXT here but I respect people who has pet cause I understand if they prefer talk with ANIMAL instead of HUMAN.





 
 
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