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So I've been thinking about it and I couldn't help it. Something's not right, and it bugs me what it is. To what that is I don't know. All I know is I'm tired and stressed and it doesn't seem to fix itself. I need to clear my head before I gets worse.

Now I know this decision is not the best, but I need to take responsibility for this nonetheless. I'm a very faulty person; I can't say I've made many good choices. I just want some time to myself and to try and rediscover myself. I feel like there's so much I don't understand and I need to understand it. That's why I've brought it up.

Now unlike what I've been doing up until now (logging in daily, checking the discord etc) this'll probably be total isolation. I'll probably stop logging onto Gaia as a whole, and probably halt all communications through any social media (maybe not through Twitter, I just use it to check my feed).

So for now, I thank all of you that spent time with me. You made this a little more bearable. I know it's unfair that I'm leaving you behind, but I feel so depressed. I can tell that the decisions I've been making up until now haven't been sound, and I don't want to make it worse. That being said, if you're reading this, then it's probably late by now. I've probably started my isolation period. The only consolation I can offer is that this isn't the final time. I might come back in a few days, unable to handle all the isolation. But know there's also the possibility I may never come back at all. So thank you for all you have done. I hope we can share more fun times down the road.