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Sinking
She sits in the corner of her room, on her bed. Alone in the darkness, she doesn't bother to muffle her soft, heart wrenching sobs as she draws her knees closer to her.
She's drowning. And she has been for weeks now. But only the last couple of days has she dialed 911 into her phone, and contemplated hitting call.
But the soft, sweet caress of her hopelessness convinces her to turn off the screen and sink further into the darkness.
In desperation, she reaches out randomly to people. To her husband, to an ex, to her best friend.
But she never manages to find anyone. And when she does get a response of some kind... her guilt of burdening people she loves with such horrible things convinces her to turn off the screen and sink further more.

She swallows hard as she stares at her phone. Would it really be so bad to just... say good bye? She convinces herself that maybe, perhaps, everyone is just better off...

But as she turns on her screen, she's met with a picture of her baby. Her son. Her sole reason in life to keep breathing.

Her heart wrenches horribly, and her eyes well up with tears. Holding her phone to her breast tenderly, she closes her eyes and cries out into the dark in a voice that shakes and tremors, her tone carrying her heartache, her hopelessness.

Her son was no longer enough...

"Help me..."

And further she sinks...

Azure Starwish
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