I understand every guy has a certain preference for what they are looking for in a woman and I understand that my being fat isn't something most men like but it's getting really assine that I keep putting myself out there and they don't reply or they are rude as ******** about my looks. Newsflash: Just because I am fat DOES NOT mean I am lazy! You don't know what the ******** is wrong with me to have me be, over, 300 pounds but I work my a** off every. single. day to lose weight. It is not my fault that I have polycystic ovarian syndrome which, basically, means that I have cysts on my god damn ovaries that makes it hard as ******** for me to get pregnant. It means I could have ovarian cancer down the road and I fight EVERY DAY to lose the weight and be less of a fat a**. You don't know what the ******** I go through and how dare you sit there and judge me without getting to know me. My weight doesn't define me! If you sat down and got to know me you'd find out I'm a lover of music, a lover of movies, that I love to read. That camping and swimming are two things I love to do despite not having done it since my mother got sick in 2003. You'd find out that video games, board games, and card games make me smile even if I suck a** at playing them. You'd realize that I am a sweet, caring, loving, down to earth. That I put other peoples happiness ahead of my own because of how I was raised. That I firmly believe family always comes first and I always put my family first. You'd find out that my mother is my best friend, that I get paid to take care of her, that I'm the reason we've got a roof over our heads and food in our bellies. You'd find out that I love to cook and bake. However, cooking and baking does not mean that I eat more than I should. You'd find out that me being fat isn't all who I am and I am just sick of it!
Get to know me, learn who I am underneath the weight and you'll realize I am just like everyone else on this planet. Trying to find happiness.
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