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Oh what goes on in a troubled girls mind..
Oh to who do I owe my thanks too for such a miserable life?
Wow. It's been so ******** long since I have written anything on here.. and you know.. the beauty of my Gaiaonline journal is.. no one in my immediate daily life will actually read this.. so I can say whatever the ******** I feel like.. so let's get started! Hi, my name is Tayah and I'm a ******** walking train wreck. I cant fall asleep without being drunk.. or high.. or both! I have lost everything that is dear to me and am slowly losing my sanity. They took my kids away from me, and it wasn't even my fault! I wasn't even there when it happened! It was my ******** birthday dinner when it all started! Happy ******** Birthday Tayah! For your 25th, we are going to ruin not only your life, but your children's lives and your parents lives as well! Something happened, something ******** happened while I was out that night, and I don't know what, but my youngest son got hurt, and I have no idea how, or why.. but now everything has gone to hell.. My poor baby boy.. something happened to my sweet baby.. and the worst part is, he didn't say a god damn thing. Played it off like everything was a okay. I know there's more going on here.. my ******** infant son has been hurt.. he went two ******** days without treatment, growing steadily worse and worse, he was taken to a doctor, and the hospital, and then because we had no idea what to look for or what was going on, we just thought he was having a hard time with teething, we didn't know there was anything else to even look for! But oh! Turns out there was! After waiting for 7 ******** hours, I took him home, and then in the middle of the night he wakes up screaming, I'm rocking him back to sleep and he goes whiter then death, his eyes are like ******** glass, he's so stiff it's like he was made out of wood, I call 911, back to the hospital we go, we get transferred to Vancouver Children's Hospital, tests and X-rays and MRI's. Results come back. Injuries consistent to shaken baby. Now all your children are being removed from your care, your now being forcibly removed from the hospital, put into cab and sent home. Your life and everything you have fought for is being ripped away from you.. and you haven't the slightest idea why.. what happened to you my baby.. who caused all this.. I swear to you, to all of you, Mommy will get you back. All three of you, my precious babies, you will be coming home!!





 
 
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