Stress Stress Stress.
Well. Things that have happened. I like Frank*. Found him amusing, thought I was in love, had dreams about him etc. That had been going on a while, I thought we were getting on great, but he still treated me as a mate. So as anyone would, I got miffed. Then I met a friend of a friend on msn. We got along smashingly. Really smashlingly. Totally awsomely.
Well, I met him with the friend that introduced us, and her b***h. It was v. awkward. After that he was really off with me on msn. Barely spoke to me, no flirting etc. So naturally I felt burned. Cause people always say I'm really pretty, even though I don;t see it. Aaaaaaanyhoo. I was v. burned as I said, so I turned my attention back to Frank*. We were still really good mates.
I thought it was going well, the mate that introduced me to msn guy said he liked me. AHA! WRONG!
At a club we three attend, he was all over HER. He couldn't stop flirting with HER. And vice versa event hough she has a boyfriend. So later that night I texted him, from home, club was over, about how I could tell he LIKED her and found her hot. He said yes it's true. *burnt again*.
I felt hurt because she said she wouldn;t flirt with him that night so I could have a go. But she did anyway.
She get's all the guys after her and yes, I am jealous. Very. I don;t see what she has that I don't.
Yes I do. She's short, I'm tall. Sounds ridiculous, but she brings out the "wanna protect" thing in guys.
I bring out the "one of the lads" thing. I'm just a mate to everyone. Friendly to everyone. No one ever sees me as fanciable. No, I'm not being paranoid. It's truetruetrue.
Anyhoo. I'm off for now. Feel free to comment if you like, I'm not fussed.
Just needed to unload everything. Well, the recent things. It'll take ages to unload EVERYTHING.
x
 masculine_daffodils · Wed Jun 21, 2006 @ 12:36pm · 0 Comments |
