So tired... Better make this short so I can sleep.
This week, my room mate said the chick who lost her kid asked about becoming a room mate when we move at the end of the year. She said she’d help pay for rent and such, but both me and my room mate are a bit skeptical and unsure of whether or not we should say yes. I’d personally love having someone else in the house who is around my age, but I don’t know her personal habits and my room mate’s personal habits already get on my nerves from time to time. Perhaps more often sweatdrop And there is the fact that she’s not exactly responsible. If she were to screw up once and not have money on time to pay the rent, my room mate wouldn’t be able to afford it by himself and we’d all be f*cked. So, what to do? The only way to make things work better is for me to get a job. Which I’d love to do. Being stuck in a house away from people for years and the prospect of doing so for years to come terrifies me. So much so that I made plans for an exit of sorts if things continue as they are right now. But I can’t get a job on my own, meaning my room mate would have to help me, or I’d have to lie if anyone asks why I haven’t worked. At this point I’m losing my aversion to lieing in this particular scenario. The only problem I can see having is if I was caught in the lie. It could be worth it.
I would plop in something else like me talking about a movie, but like I said, I’m tired.
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Turnilk
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from Voltaire's Essay on Tolerance:
"Think for yourselves and let others enjoy the privilege to do so too."
"Think for yourselves and let others enjoy the privilege to do so too."
March 2 2017
My dad died today at 9:45 am. This is why I'm not around.