Today was the last day of school. The guy I like, I was going to tell him that I love him. I guess... I didn't want to hurt him or make him feel guilty or put him in any weird situations, since he's dating a totally awesome girl and doesn't and won't ever return my feelings. So I didn't tell him. I talked with him, hugged him, we wished each other to have good summers, I told him to take care, he patted me on the back, and then I left. Everything went so quick. While I was in his arms I felt completely happy, like nothing could ever be wrong, like nothing bad could ever happen. Now I feel sad. I guess I almost wish that I told him. Or maybe it's just wishing that he liked me...
Yesterday a kid from my old school died. He was only a freshman in highschool. I never paid much attention to him. My cousin would hang out with him though. Why does God take away the young? He was in an ATV accident, flew about 30 feet, and died about 24 hours later in the hospital.[/i]
· Tue May 30, 2006 @ 06:04pm · 0 Comments