today was exceptionally bad.
i had a breakdown in the middle of a job interview.
wow.
the lady was so nice, she said, i'm sure you can do the job, it's just, should you? what are your plans for the future?
and that is a very dangerous question. i have a pavlovian reaction to that question. except less adorable. how embarassing. i said, as i was sobbing and trying to smile at the same time, this is absolutely not how to job interview! and she laughed.
at least i am...memorable?
i'm trying to get all the sadness out but it seems endless. i can't exorcise it completely until i've found a stable life for myself, i think. she said, it's very important to understand that you cannot waste time. i wish she were my mother or father. instead she is just some random employer ugh.
anyway the passionfruit ice cream sandwiches they are selling in the sugarphilly truck are really really good.
sora wonk Community Member 
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