Well I can now see or think of my good ex without freaking out. Thou I do feel a nauseating amount of shame. Was on the buss and saw a short haired girl of small stature that had a similar facial structure who got on at finch and off at scenica. Instead of getting sad or anything like that, I thought back and just felt ashamed for how I behaved. In the end, what happened was meant to happen and I can live with it now. I'd like to think I would handle myself very differently now, and will continue to learn from my mistakes as I go forward.
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