January 25, 2015

Journal Entry: #6

I been staying in my mother home country: Russia during the mouth of December because of my two year old daughter named Matilda, she has weak lungs which causes difficulty breathing hard for her. Even thought I am her father and I kinda turn myself away from her due to the life I choose, I will one day become apart of her life but that day is far from now. I know this is wrong, but it's gonna be done... Grandmother will watch over her till the time I'm ready to be her father, but now is not that time. Forgive me Matilda...