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ive been left alone and have been on my own for far too long
i have already gotten use to this
and now i cant socialise or even be in a gathering
or a simple outing with family or friends.
it feels suffocating. having to fake a lot of things
i guess im comfortable being with myself
rather than being with ppl or out
alone at home... alone in my space...
has become something i want and wish..
at least suicide is out of mind
i'll try living just a little bit more..