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Please take time to read my anons thank you letter....
Thank you anonymous benefactors!
Thank you so much for the people who gifted me anonymously. I wish I know your identities to personally thank you all for your generousity. I will always remember the help you handed. Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. heart

Here are the following people who gifted me anonymously (some were not retrieved from my inbox, I'm so sorry crying ) :

Thank you Anonymous Benefactors yum_puddi

Anon 1
From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: The 9�19mm Parabellum (abbreviated 9mm, 9mmP, 9�19mm or 9�19) cartridge was designed by Georg Luger and introduced in 1902 by the German weapons manufacturer Deutsche Waffen- und Munitionsfabriken (DWM) for their Luger semi-automatic pistol.
~ Anon-sensei


Anon 2
From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: Happy Holidays!
When I first started gaia a many years ago, there was someone who randomly sent me something on my wish list asking only that I pay it forward when I could. I simply ask the same.


Anon 3
~sadly he/she didn't wrote anything~


Anon 4


From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: "I SEEK not what his soul desires.
He dreads not what my spirit fears.
Our Heavens have shown us separate fires.
Our dooms have dealt us differing years.

Our daysprings and our timeless dead
Ordained for us and still control
Lives sundered at the fountain-head,
And distant, now, as Pole from Pole.

Yet, dwelling thus, these worlds apart,
When we encounter each is free
To bare that larger, liberal heart
Our kin and neighbours seldom see.

(Custom and code compared in jest-
Weakness delivered without shame-
And certain common sins confessed
Which all men know, and none dare blame.)

E'en so it is, and well content
It should be so a moment's space,
Each finds the other excellent,
And-runs to follow his own race!"
-Rudyard Kipling


~The Avid Reader Anon


Anon 5

From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: ~*~*~*~


Anon 6

From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: User Image


Anon 7

From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: smilies/icon_smile.gif


Anon 8

From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: Have a thing


Anon 9

From: Anonymous
Message: I heard you wanted charms~


Anon 10

From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: &��Soft Goat, Warm Goat,
little ball of fluff.
Happy Goat, Sleepy Goat,
meeh,meeh,meeh


Anon 11


Hey there!

I've got a special gift for you!

From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: Babyscarlet, darling, you are as pretty as a flower.
In your pastel dress, I must confess,
I'm caught within your power.

You are as heavenly as Springtime,
as delicate as petals,
As precious as a diamond,
and alluring as pure metals.

And though I cannot reveal my face,
believe this to be true,
BabyScarlet, I wish all of Gaia
was lovely as you!


Anon 12
From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: Bounce...baby...bounce


Anon 13
From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: Just a little something for you :3 Hope you like it!


Anon 14

Hey there!

I've got a special gift for you!

From: An anonymous benefactor
Message:
1) Beginnings...

"Who am i? Good question, For i am much worse then your average thug. I'm not the kind of person you would want to cross... Much like you i was born and went to school, Tho i was a bit different from you there, For i was pretty and popular, everyone bowed down to me. I never had to lift a finger at home, i was far from normal... That is what i wish i could say but i had a ruff upbringing. At School i was an outcast and i had no friends, i wasn't smart or pretty or have any of the things the other kids had, so i was bullied a lot. Tho this was only the beginning.

I began to believe the world was out to punish me, God had abandoned me and I only had my self to look out for.

Typical right? The story of every hero.

By the time i graduated with my poor grades i had given up on finding my own place in this world. What was my point? Why was i here?

This is where it gets exciting!

One day while sitting in my poorly light room on my old broken laptop reading the news, There was a knock on my door. On the floor there was a small box with no address on it. Thinking it was something that someone had sent to me i carefully opened it, inside was a black crown and a red bow. Why anyone would have sent me such a thing i could never have understood. So i went to find whom it was meant for. While roaming the Empty streets of Aekea, walking past the thugs whom I've been with for the longest of times.

People say you should be grateful for the life you have but i think that's rubbish, Those people are stupid. Life is something you have to fight for.

I gave up on my search and tried it on. I felt a rush of power flow tru me, Dark power, The power of hell its self. Its proof that i was being watched by a god. The god of hell. My god. No one was going to be able to stop me. People in this world dont fear the light they fear the taint and darkness of being powerless.


Because,

you see,

unlike light,

when you embrace the darkness,

there is no going back.


Light tries to stop the darkness, but no matter how hard it tries to break it the darkness just moves around the light surrounding it and confining it. Stopping it from escaping and puts it out. destroying its existence.

But then again whats the point in the light even existing, Us creatures of the night don't fear it, we embrace it.

Hold on a sec why am i even telling you this. Hmh. I don't think you will tell anyone about me, or your end up without even a small flame burning with in you.

Dark Anon Mist


Why don't you head over to your inventory and see what you got!



Anon 15


Hey there!

I've got a special gift for you!

From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: #6) Lucky in Love

One and a half months since the accident, and it still haunted her. Even with the cast removed and a sterling bill of health, she couldn't quite shake a feeling of dread. Things didn't quite add up. Ogres weren't the brightest bulb on the tree - and she should know...just how could one be expected to orchestrate a plan as elaborate as the one attempted on New Year's Eve? As she laid her head on her pillow that night, it was all she could think about till dawn...

For you however, it was a weekend like any other. Grunting at the sound of your alarm you wake up, brush your teeth, pull on a fresh shirt, and find a pen to cross another Friday off your calendar. Drawing an X through the box, you fail to realize what's typed in the slot for that day. There, in small print at the bottom, read the words "Valentines' Day" ... After a quick bowl of cereal you grab your things and head out the door to run some errands in the marketplace. There was still a slight chill in the air, but things were warming up, slowly but surely. As you make your way down the sidewalk toward the grocery, you let your eyes wander over the window displays, studying them curiously for anything new and interesting. Every so often your focus would change and find your reflection in the glass, but then they'd adjust, staring through to the other side again. As you near the corner of the block, your feet suddenly stop moving and you turn, tilting your head and arching a brow. Was this shop always here? You don't recall seeing it before, but it wasn't having a grand opening or anything. You look toward the door and see the name spelled out in cursive lettering: Reflections

It appears to be open, and offering a special of some kind. Looking left and right and consulting your watch, you figure you have enough time to indulge your curiosity and look around. You push your way through the door and a little bell above it rings. Smoke billows through the room from an incense stick on the counter, smelling of cloves and something else. You do your best to fan the fragrance away as you look all around, spotting rocks and fountains and all sorts of mystical things. You step about halfway into the room and approach the items on the shelves, when, all of the sudden, a voice sounds out of no where and makes you flinch. "Hello there, are you here for the special? Half off of love fortunes, today only."

You shake your head and wave your hand, letting the woman know you were just looking. Not to be discouraged she takes your hand in hers and studies your palm. "Are you sure? I think I see a special someone in your future. Should be a very good one." Feeling a little put on the spot, you reluctantly agree, figuring you could spare a few dollars if you had to. Keeping a hold of your hand, she leads you to a small, round table in the corner of the room and gestures for you to sit down in one of the chairs. Taking a seat across from you she starts by tapping a deck of cards out of its box, then, to your surprise, she reaches across and passes the whole thing off to you. "Shuffle them for as long as you like, then, draw a card and place it face-down." she instructs. There was something of an eerie smile on her lips, but it escapes your attention as you follow her directions in the unusual task. The deck feels awkward as the cards move through your fingers and rearrange themselves in the stack. The material starts to feel warm in your grasp, almost unnatural...and, maybe even...alive... Stopping abruptly you pull one out at random and set it down with an uneasy swallow. The fortune teller reaches for the card, pauses, and looks you in the eye. "Are you ready to see what your future holds?" her dark voice coos...and she flips it over.

'Wheel of Fortune' - your eyes strain to read the print upside-down. That was good, right? But she just laughs. You look up at her questioningly. "Oh my, it seems I was mistaken. You should be very careful." All the color starts to fade from the card and the deck jumps and shimmies around in your hand. Startled, you drop all the cards on the floor and back out of your chair. "It seems your luck...has run out." You don't bother to stick around - as you turn and run out you spot what appears to be large figures rising from the pile in your peripheral vision. A loud cackle fills the room as claws and tendrils grasp unsuccessfully at your back trying to prevent your escape. Your hands fumble with the doorknob a moment but you manage to pry it open and leap out right in the nick of time. Slanted shadows n** at your heels as you book it across the street, clumsily dodging a vehicle that arrived in poor timing. It honks its horn but sputters on its way and you turn, back planted against a brick building, watching an army of monsters pile out of the shop. Your legs quiver and mind races, trying to think of where you could run and hide, but the mob fans out and has you surrounded. Just as you brace yourself to make a break through the crowd, a whistle sounds out of no where. All heads turn to see from whence it came.

"Hey, haven't you heard? Today's for lovers, not fighters."

A girl in blue and pink stands against the rays of the sun atop a clothing store, arms crossed and bows fluttering in the breeze. Dismounting like a gymnast she flips off and lands in the middle of the pack, wand at the ready. "Are you all right? Don't worry, I know what to do. Well, I've seen it in a movie once." You open your mouth to reply, but the fortune teller cackles and cuts you off. "There no way you can beat them," she boasts. "But just for fun, let's see what fate has in store for you, Radiant Anon!" A spare card in hand, she flicks her wrist and sends it flying. The dark magic starts to activate in midair, sprouting another evil creature to represent her fortune. Unfazed by the threat the girl races forth, striking her wand against the Strength card and flipping it to land upright. All of the sudden its aura shines a brilliant light, turning the card a soft pink and marking it with a heart. As the beams start to diminish a tiny flying lion with a unicorn horn and curly tail flutters around and growls cutely. "That it? Not bad, if you ask me." the heroine riposted with a smirk. "Mighty leocorn, help me turn this bad luck around!" The small creature fluffs its mane and growls, rearing up and charging through the air with its horn aglow.

Working in tandem the two make quick work of the crowd, purifying the creatures and sending them back into the cards. Your eyes race, trying to keep up with their progress. There had to be over fifty of them, and they just kept coming. Your lips move silently, counting them off. Seventy-five, seventy-six, seventy-seven...was that it? Seemed to be, you can't see any more. But...didn't card decks typically contain an even number? Acting on a hunch, your cup your hands beside your mouth and shout out to the girl, warning her there had to at least be one more. She looks at you with wide and curious eyes as the last of the dark creatures fade away in a puff of light and sparkles. "One more, besides Leo?" she asks, making sure she heard it right. The leocorn lands and turns in a circle scanning the streets, equally as puzzled. You do the math for her, counting on your fingers as you explain in a half-shout across the distance. Her brow furrows in concentration, staring off as she listens. "That can only mean one thing..." Clenching her fist tighter around her wand she turns and points it...

...at the fortune teller. "That was a nice try." she says with a stern expression, "Let's see which card you turn out to be." The woman cracks an amused smirk, not put off in the slightest. "You're not as dumb as you look," she said, spinning her words like a black widow. "But you'll never get me back in that deck now that I've tasted fresh air." The leocorn snarls and puffs out its tail, roaring a high pitched roar. "You're not only upside down, but you're backwards too." Her feet slide apart and take a fighting stance. "It's time to see the light." From what you can see the woman too starts to gear up, preparing to strike the colorful heroine. You clench your fists by your side and hope against hope as the two powers clash in a fit of shadow and light. The air's doused in darkness, then illuminated with light, switching back and forth like a strobe until a blast sounds and all goes quiet. The next thing you know you're blinking your eyes open several times and as they focus, spot a hand in front of your face.

"Need a lift?" the girl titters humorously. You take her hand and she pulls you up, shuffling her feet shyly against the ground. Around you, everything appears to be back to normal, with nary a trace of the struggle to begin with. "I'm really sorry about that...I don't know how that happened. Not all fortune tellers are bad but...here." She holds out the deck, fanning the cards with one hand. "If you want, try picking a card again. Just for fun." You stare at the pink cards a second doubtfully, then look up at the girl. "Don't worry, they're clean, and just in case I took her out of the deck." She raises it up, the cause of it all - The Hierophant. The picture of the culprit makes you seize up at first sight, but as you study the art, the portrait's gentle expression, you realize there was nothing left to be afraid of. Feeling a little safer now, you nod, extend a hand, and pick one that seems to stand out from the rest...


&3 ,
Radiant Anon Solsi


Around the corner, unbeknownst to the girl and her little friend, a shadowy figure was studying their every move.
A conniving grin tugs at the corners of his mouth, amused at her latest triumph...

Soon...

( Happy Valentines' Day everyone! Best of luck - yes even you tsundere types~ ;3 )


Anon 16

Hey there!

I've got a special gift for you!

From: An anonymous benefactor
Message:
2) A lonely Valentine


"Life can be Unbearable at times. The morning light leaking from the cracked blinds of your bedroom window, The shouting from next door having there morning argument about who is taking the kids to work. Its all such a pain.

It was a Saturday morning like any other, Waking up, Drinking the cold coffee from the night before to get rid of your hang over from the party, eating dry toast to clean out the last remains of the alcohol filed night. Promising your self it will never happen again. Of course that was nothing but a lie. Humanity, The night life, Being social. Of course that's the reasons you blame it on, But of course that's nothing but a lie.

Your lonely, Ever so lonely, That's why I came to you. "

The words Echoed tru my head every day, your Lonely, so lonely. I guess that could have been true. But now i have so many under my control. That makes me smile.

For valentines i had a wonderful idea on how i was going to rid the world of light and love, Such a simple yet effective plan, Yet no one else would have thought of it. I was going to curse them, when they were at ease.

Chocolate.

Everyone gifts Such sweet things on this day of the year so i would damn then with the gift from there love. A curse of hate and despise. That should remove some of the light from this world, Help bring the true Love of darkness to the world.

I hope you enjoy your sweets &:3
Dark anon Mist


Why don't you head over to your inventory and see what you got!



Anon 17

Hey there!

I've got a special gift for you!

From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: Yo, i guess...

Happy Wedding?
send this to the lucky guy smilies/icon_biggrin.gif


Anon 18

From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: I'm a nosey little Miss,
Just passing through.
I saw that you wanted this,
so have a gift for you!


Anon 19
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Anon 20

Hey there!

I've got a special gift for you!

From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: ^^
congrats on graduating!


Anon 21


Hey there!

I've got a special gift for you!

From: An anonymous benefactor
Message:
Sadly no message at all.......


Anon 22


From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: Jingle jingle goes the little bell


Anon 23

Hey there!

I've got a special gift for you!

From: An anonymous benefactor
Message:
As you walk through the field, searching for eggs, you come across a strange girl with blue hair and bright eyes. Bunny ears are perched proudly on her head. She smiles brightly as she sees you. &��Oh, hello!&�� She says brightly. &��I am searching for eggs! I have found so many!&�� You look down at the empty basket in her hand questioningly. She giggles. &��Oh I don&��t like picking them up. Then I can share the fun of discovery with everyone!&�� She throws her basket in the air in pure joy. As it sails, a present falls to the ground. &��Whoops.&�� She says with another giggle. &��Good thing it was for you anyway.&�� She picks up the gift and hands it to you. With another laugh, she skips away.

The note on the present reads,
Qwirkz, The Oddity Anon


Anon 24


Hey there!

I've got a special gift for you!

From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: You deserve to be happy not in the arms of someone who keeps you waiting, but in the arms of someone who will take you now, love you forever, and leave you never, right?

Yours Always
Your Angel from Above


Anon 25
From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: &3& ~chu!


Anon 26
From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: A quick gift from the friendly neighborhood underground resistance!


Anon 27
From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: You find yourself in the dark, reaching out as you stumble along a long and twisting passageway. The walls feel rough and cold, like stone, with damp hairy bits you hope are some sort of moss. After several minutes, you step into a wide open space. You wave your hands about, but touch nothing but inky dark.

Suddenly two hands intertwine with yours and bring them in front on you, gently. You can feel thumbs caress the back of your hands.

&��Hush now,&�� a voice whispers. &��I&��ll lead you out of here.&��

The voice comforts you and you can&��t help but remember your mother&��s soothing tones. You find yourself walking forward as the unknown figure pulls you along and you really don&��t care. This is safety. You&��re safe.

You don&��t remember quite when the hands holding yours start to feel different, but as you walk, they become colder, more jagged, like sticks digging into your skin. As the thumbs continue to caress the back of your hands, you realize that whatever&��s holding you is now made up of bones.

You struggle back, but the grip on your hands tightens.

&��Hush now,&�� the voice says, its whisper harsh and filled with cruel mirth. &��I&��ll lead you out of here.&��

It starts to laugh, a high dry sound like the crinkling of old skin, as it continues to pull you along through the dark.

-Hush now
Demon&��s Kin


Anon 28
From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: >3< ~chu!


Anon 29:
From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: Hoping the rebirth of the sun fills your heart with rays of joy. Have a blessed yule.


Anon 30:
From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: From your wishlist!

Love Princess Anon


Anon 31:
From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: merr christmas. :3


Anon 32:
From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: enjoy and Merry Christmas ~
cute bunny anon


Anon 33
From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: Enjoy, and have fun at the ball!


Anon 34
From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: "..ah! H-hello there!" You hear a female voice somewhere, but don't see anyone...until to your surprise a girl with small, angelic wings drifts slowly from the sky and to the ground in front of you. As her angel wings flutter behind her, she makes a shy, but gentle smile. "I thought you might like this!" she claims to you. In her hands is a present with white wrapping and a blue ribbon. "Please enjoy it!" She places it in your hands, and takes a step back while waving at you. She then turned around, did a skip and a hop, and spread out her wings, flying off into the sky. &�� Angel Anon


Anon 35
From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: In some places winter's cold
While in other places its not.
If its cold where you are , you'll need this
Hopefully it hits the spot!


Anon 36
From: An anonymous benefactor
Message: Walking down the street has always calmed you down, especially after hearing Kole has lied to every gaian. The snow crunching, you continue wandering until you see a present left on a rock.

As you get closer, you see that whoever wrapped it used too much glue and tied really badly. the tag, written with a red crayon, says, "Happy Holidays! -Filly Anon"






User Comments: [1] [add]
ERYN2067
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commentCommented on: Thu Apr 02, 2015 @ 04:04am
Oh sweet heavens shudder and sigh,

for simple is the only REPLY.

Oh precious Gaian,with heart filled joy.

To reveal an anon with such coy,

but yet that the secret is.

for as one is; so should one be

bringing joy to those whom

gloom may see.

Yet in shadow, so many are we

to bring random gifts of joy

to such as thee !


May YOU be as Blessed as the Blessing you are !!
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