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Another year coming to a close and I couldn't be happier!

I am actually happy this year is coming close to the end. I don't mean to sound so negative but I have really learned a lot about the people I choose to surround myself by. I'll start off with my roommate/close friend of 3 1/2 years. Now that we have moved into the new dorms at our school, the amount of cleaning I did my own was ridiculous. I never thought another grown woman could be that dirty and lazy. it got so bad that she couldn't even change rolls of toilet paper. Since these dorms were new, we basically have our own bathroom and sink area that we share between the two of us but we still have our own rooms. It really was like how they say, you really get to know a person once you move in with them. I know we have shared a double together and we both were a little messy from time to time but I made sure to actually clean but I didn't think she was going to get this bad once we have to actually keep our own place clean for things that we both use everyday. I feel bad for the man that decides to marry her because she doesn't do anything she needs to do as a woman. She doesn't cook and she damn sure don't clean from what I've seen from experience. Another thing that she did that I didn't like was the way she bragged about her grades this year. Something that I've heard about going to college is that getting a 4.0 isn't always what you think (not that I'm saying that's what she got) because there is a difference between working for the grade and having a grade given to you. I got the grades I got this year because I took classes that challenged me and I actually learned something. She took easy classes where the teachers didn't know what they were doing and just gave the class A's on everything or a passing grade and didn't learn anything. To me, that's a waste of time and money. But as far as our friendship, who knows how things are gonna end up because I'm getting to the point where I don't care as much for being friends with her anymore. She does says things that real friends don't do to each other.

As far as my ex, I am so happy we are not together and never will be ever again. He has been hitting me up from time to time to say hello and I didn't have an issue with that. He just still had the thought in his head that I still have feelings for him and I don't. I have completely moved on and the only reason I am being nice is because of our phone situation. He still pays the bill for both our phones and I'm afraid he's not gonna want to continue to pay it if he knows that I'm with someone else. I know it sounds crazy but I really need my phone right now. When he asks me if I'm talking to someone or with someone I just change the subject but I think he pretty much gets it by now. I mean, I thought he was already seeing someone but I guess not because of the way I was still on me. But it doesn't matter. I am so in love with this new guy I met. I feel like I can completely be myself with him. He is super crazy in a funny and fun way and super duper cute! Definitely an upgrade from my ex wink but recently my ex wanted to meet up with me to say hello and I didn't see an issue with that but then I thought about my new guy that I am with. I know he would be pissed and I thought is he did that to me I would be pissed too so I just decided to bullshit him that night but I told him ahead of time if I'm not busy then that would be okay. So that night he texted me and asked me if I was home and I wasn't but I would be there soon (never did I state that we were going to meet up when I got home). I never texted him back and four days later he texts me to tell me how I blew him off and that I really hurt his feelings. Like stfu! you sound like a little a** b***h. It's been over a year so explanation do I owe you for not showing up or texting you back? But once again this was something he had to blow out of proportion. This was just a great reminder as to why I will never want his a** again. He is too dramatic and too sensitive for me and plus his drinking got on my last nerve but it's all good now cuz I got my new guy that is ten times better wink

But enough with my drama lol. I'm ready for the holidays to pass and get back to school so that I can get this degree. Hoping for a better year in 2015 lol. TTYL everyone and happy holidays!! biggrin