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"I’ll never stop trying
I’ll never stop watching as you leave
I’ll never stop losing my breath
Every time I see you looking back at me
I’ll never stop holding your hand
I’ll never stop opening your door
I’ll never stop choosing you babe
I’ll never get used to you" -safetysuit

This is so cute. I absolutely love this. I have always been fascinated by song lyrics. And it's crazy how much they sometimes relate to me. Like these, I never want to stop trying in my relationship. It may be a very recent relationship, but I am hoping that this one works out for the best.

I'm a hopeless romantic, even though my romance skills are small. I'm awkward, so my romantic ways are usually stopped short, but that isn't what I'm wanting to talk about right now. I am wanting to rant on about how wonderful and loving these lyrics are.

For someone to always watch as you leave is cute in an of itself. Whether it be them stairing at your a** or watching someone that they love leave in hopes they will be back soon is all too cute. I want someone to look at me and loose their breath for a moment. I want to constantly, almost to the point of irritating, hold his hand. I'm a touchy person, so I don't know if it is just to know that he is there or what. I don't know, but it is calming and I like it. The door opening is just sweet. I am always wanting to be chosen. I don't want to be a back up. I want to be a first choice. That would absolutely be lovely. And I don't want someone to get used to me. I want there to be that never ending curiousity. A part of me that they aren't expecting. I want a relationship that is romantic and adventurous but also calming and secure. I know that when I fall in love it will be sudden, and all at once. That is how I am. But I also have faith that it will be everything I am dreaming of and more.