Until it sleeps..
That damn doctor is so creepy. But he helped me out when I fell to the floor in the midst of a panic attack. Jeez, I haven't had one of those for years.
Work was s**t, as usual. Though, the boss actually cracked a few jokes today. SO uncharacteristic of him, maybe he was in a good mood?
I talked to my ex and my 'aunt' today. One convo went up, one went down. -.-
She's still in ultra-sensitive care. Which I don't mind, because there's a new nurse who cares so much for her. It's so adorable just watching them talk so animatedly about all kinds of childish things. She even pokes her nose like I do.
So thankful life has blessed her with the perfect nurse.
I've re-found my love of Japanese things, all thanks to Deadman and Gakuto-Sama. May have even re-found my lost interest in 'love'.
I've become reacquainted with food again. Buttered chicken is now my favourite thing to make. After satay chicken and anything to do with lamb and STEAAAAAK.
I think I'm going to be okay. She has someone I trust and I can eat again.
xx
Kairi.
At the end of the world,
Or the last thing I see,
You are never coming home,
Never coming home..
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never-ever told me,
And all the the smiles are ever gonnr hug me..
Never coming home, Never coming home,
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonnr scar me,
For all the ghosts the are never gonna..
That damn doctor is so creepy. But he helped me out when I fell to the floor in the midst of a panic attack. Jeez, I haven't had one of those for years.
Work was s**t, as usual. Though, the boss actually cracked a few jokes today. SO uncharacteristic of him, maybe he was in a good mood?
I talked to my ex and my 'aunt' today. One convo went up, one went down. -.-
She's still in ultra-sensitive care. Which I don't mind, because there's a new nurse who cares so much for her. It's so adorable just watching them talk so animatedly about all kinds of childish things. She even pokes her nose like I do.
So thankful life has blessed her with the perfect nurse.
I've re-found my love of Japanese things, all thanks to Deadman and Gakuto-Sama. May have even re-found my lost interest in 'love'.
I've become reacquainted with food again. Buttered chicken is now my favourite thing to make. After satay chicken and anything to do with lamb and STEAAAAAK.
I think I'm going to be okay. She has someone I trust and I can eat again.
xx
Kairi.
At the end of the world,
Or the last thing I see,
You are never coming home,
Never coming home..
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never-ever told me,
And all the the smiles are ever gonnr hug me..
Never coming home, Never coming home,
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonnr scar me,
For all the ghosts the are never gonna..
