people who are really emotionally manipulative
i was in the ed today and there was this guy who kept ringing the call bell asking for his nurse because he felt bad
right off the bat he said he loved asian people, whatever the ******** that meant,
then he made me promise to watch fearless
told me about his best friend and his wonderful girlfriend
waxed philosophical about how we're all the same no matter what our skin color (while holding my hand)
said i need to get dinner with him after he was out, but not in a gay way
cried, laughed, and said he was going to puke and needed to be comforted.
i was seduced.
he would make a fascinating character in a story.
my natural reaction is to like these people (like my boss) right away, and then tell myself to get a grip on reality because they don't mean half the nice s**t they say and do and seem, right?
people are weird and confusing i wish i could understand them <-- my life in a nutshell
intimacy is blurring borders. cannibalism is intimate. i want to watch hannibal but i can't find it online.
people can never get close enough to each other. even if you eat them, you will never understand what they're thinking. tragic.