It's amazing to me that after all this time i still remember your password. i will admit to hacking your account every once in a while. If i'm being completely honest, i used to hack your account quite often. whenever i miss you i would go back and read your thoughts. We were once great friends. You're so easy to talk to and i haven't found that quality in most of the people i've met. You're happy now, at least i really hope you are. I can't say that i stayed away from you for your benefit because That wouldn't be true. I stayed away from you for me. There are people here that have caught my eye, it's easy when you see them so often. It never quite works out though because i've always been self conscious. I don't believe in myself much and i'm not sure i ever will... There were moments when we were together that i thought everything went right. That we were perfect for each other in every way.
I'm afraid of you Sarah. I'm not afraid that you'll hurt me, I'm afraid that you'll be disappointed in what i've become. We're different now. I will be a better friend to you though. i promise. Be happy okay?
· Sat Jun 07, 2014 @ 08:33am · 0 Comments