I've just spent the last 4 days in absolute hell, oh how I miss my pillow. *Exasperated sigh* cry
My stomach is in knots and it's feeling like utter s**t. Uggggggggggh!! Someone gave me my first cup of coffee on Tuesday night after work and ever since I've only had........ 6 hours of sleep?
I wouldn't know, I honestly can't remember much of the last few days. Although, I don't think I've ever contemplated so many things in such a short space before. THERE'S A BOY CALLED.. I forgot his name, but I've spent a lot of time with him and he is just the SWEETEST THING EVER!!!!!! cool We dance lots and go walking to random places and sit under trees. I love it :3
I cant stop laughing. My sides hurt and I think Im getting abs giggling away to death -.-
Holy flying cows, I really can't see anything. Eyes are playing tricks on me and this stupid budgie-cockatiel-lorikeet- BIRD keeps laughing at everything I do. I swear I'm not crazy.
WHO GAVE ME THIS CAFFEINE?!?!?!?!
~I'm going to die. I'm going to die. I'm going to die. I'm going to die~
On the not-so-run-down side, I've fallen in love with this bag I bought yesterday. Its black and has SO MANY POCKETS!!!!!!! ERMEHGERD!!!!! *Fangirls in the distance.* xp
~I see me writing on this paper, Praying for some saviour, Wishing to intake her and save her.
In a world so, so godless - so thoughtless, I don't know how we wrought this, All the love that you brought us.
It feels like I'm killing myself, Just willing myself, Just to pray for some help.
I'd give it all just to have, have your eternity, Cause it's all that assures me, It's worth all that hurts me.
I'd give you my heart, And I'd let you just hold it, I'd give you my soul, But I already sold it.
On that day, That day I walked away in December, I will always remember, I'll regret it forever.
I remember brown eyes, So sad and blue skies, Turned to darkness and night, I'm so sick of the fight.
I won't breathe unless you breathe, Won't bleed unless you bleed, Won't be unless you be, 'Till I'm gone and I can sleep! heart
Work is going to be hell. Wish me luck!
xx
Kai-Chan.
This is what I brought you,
This, you can keep.
This is what I brought - you may forget me,
I promise you my heart,
Just promise one thing,
~Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.~