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Dear Diary,
I do believe that it has been a very long time since my last entry ( well, at least for me anyway). Sorry about that, I have been having a long couple of days. For some cruel and unusual reason, which I have yet to figure out, the past couple of days, the first days of summer, have stressed me out. First, my neighbors kept touching my cat's kittens, so she moved them underneath our house, so we can no longer see or hold them for a very long time. Then, while i was outside searching for them, i come inside and hear about the exchange of a pow for 5 years for 3 Guantanamo prisoners. When i went back outside, i heard a helicopter that sounded really low saw it, looked back down, heard it again, then noticed it was circling back around at an even lower height. It was so low i saw the pilot's face. I immediately "connected the dots" and thought something really big and really bad was about to happen, which scared the bubbles out of me. Then, while taking a bath today, i heard what sounded like gunshots (this was after i heard REAL gunshots at the road across from mine, and found shell casings, which was about 10 minutes prior to me taking a bath). When i heard them from in the bath, they sounded much closer, louder and faster. I shouted to ask what it was, and nobody responded. Then, i hear men talking, which there are none of in my house, and hear boots stomping and wood dragging. This made me think we were getting robbed or something, which we were not. Then about 40 minutes after, i was back outside to watch what i figured out were fireworks, when all of a sudden a helicopter comes towards the fireworks and circles around after they shot a red flare like bottle rocket straight up into the air. I got so freaking freaked out, that i decided to go inside and STAY inside. My muscles are aching, and my tendons are tightening. So... much..... pain.......... Ugh. So here is some e.motes to explain my emotions a little. Enjoy. ( the enjoyment of the entry you have just read only applies to mean people, harsh or cruel people or sadists.)
emotion_facepalm emotion_donotwant emotion_8c emotion_0A0 emotion_0A0 emotion_jawdrop crying stressed scream wahmbulance wahmbulance wahmbulance burning_eyes burning_eyes eek neutral cat_emo cat_question