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Day 313: Animosity
Today is Marie's birthday. I wished her a happy day, wherever she is. I wish we could stay friends but as usual we all tend to drift apart from each other. That's just how life is.

Everyone hates me now. So many people I was once friends with now show disgust towards me. I'm mean and cruel and rude. Arlety says that's why I have no friends. Both Joshua and Loriga have left our table. Michelle tells me Loriga talks bad about me, but that I shouldn't worry because "she's so weird". Not only them, but most of everyone around me too. People no longer help me and even though Nicole says her passive aggressiveness towards me is just a joke, something still feels real. This sudden turn of tables should feel disheartening, but it's more pathetic. You never really know who your real friends are.

Maybe sometime ago I was innocent and full of pain, but now that I've become more aware of my surroundings I know you should never open your mind to poison, even if those that hold it also hold familiar faces.

They just don't understand me. And I hate how cliche that sounds though it's true. And it doesn't bother me. They can think of me however they want, I still have Vivian and Ada. And I won't dare ask for more. School will be over in a few days. And then I won't have to deal with this anymore.


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